My body is weak ...
... and my brain is fried, I never realised how tired I was until I'm sitting here no agency job to go to fill the daytime void only got this evening's agency job to go tonight.

So I am making a note to myself, that I will have to alter my spending habits instead of trying to do 2 jobs that take up every waking moment of my life at the moment, reducing me to a gibbering wreck.

Still waiting to hear back from my agency about another job that is in the pipeline for me, just got to go through some details before I get it nailed, then I will be able to decide on whether to go to my evening agency job anymore, even though I only have one month to go before the evening agency job ends, I don't think I'm going to mentally and physically last that long. There is a prospect of this job becoming permanent, but the department I am working on has now lost its lustre and its appeal to me, I'm thinking more about my state of mind than trying to get some extra money in for christmas and keeping the bank off my back.

Also the jobs I'm doing aren't helping to further my career, as they are on a tangent away from what I really want to be doing.

So until the next time, don't have nightmares

Wizzie